Monday, March 8, 2010

Lets just see how this works

I am up and at'em this morning. After a night of vivid dreams, most very pleasing and thought provoking, I woke up to find James readying himself for an early departure. Fortunately the active day of movie going and birthday feting made for a sleep in morning for our bundle of energy and love. I am looking forward to the challenge of being a 24/7 Grammy for the next few days with happiness, excitement, dread and resignation. The dread is only the having to put on my extra vigilance on and my super battery pack on to keep up with a super charged and at times willful boy, the resignation is that the demands of this precious being will be the order of the day and that any leisure time will have to be either carefully planned or snatched. But the ability and the opportunity to be an integral part of this guy's shaping and helping him create his beliefs about how the world and the people in it works is humbling and sacred to me. I like being a safe harbor and one who imparts wisdom (small wisdoms but wisdom none the less) for another of God's blessed. Especially one that I had a hand in bringing forth from the unseen realm into this curious life of flesh and bone. I will try to write some of it down, but if this little ride turns out anything like I think it might, there will be little time for the niceties of actually having much time to myself for blogging. I think I will try to at least read the funnies right now before the dance begins for another day.

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